my dear S,
i am asking you for one thing from now on, please don't torment me anymore.
i have always been faithful to you, and you have also been faithful to me. in this kind of relationship, it should be about helping one another, being able to tolerate each other. so far, it has been awkward role for me, to pay for all of your expenses, and it is also hard on me since i have been the only one working like mad since we met three years ago.
i don't think i could take it anymore. it has been painful to me, and my pocket, and my bank account. somehow you have also tarnished my image in front of others close to me.
in time of need, you have defended me, using your strength, but i don't need that, thank you, i can defend myself pretty well.
i am also tired of having to be the one who vented out my feelings and angst, you have been far too quiet. this really annoys me a lot, it seems that you are really incapable of doing things that a partner should be doing. arghhh!
next time, if you wanted to throw tantrums, please make sure it doesn't cost me more money! i have spent a lot last month, and don't even try to ask me about it. i won't pay any single cents at all this month. you will have to wait until i am feeling generous again!
with a little bit of love,
your pokai owner